jathavedan.
trust not a brother, know not a friend, make no intimates.
About me.
I'm a pretty boring person in general! I don't think there's much about me that needs to be said.


Interesting stuff.
Language
My native language is Malayalam. I don't speak Hindi and I do well with English. I am up to HSK 2–3 within Chinese and I'm a novice at Baku. I can read the Cyrillic and Arabic scripts and I used to be pretty good with Toki Pona. I really want to learn either BSL or ASL.
Conditions
In terms of conditions that could impact the workplace, I have mild dyspraxia, myopia, aphantasia, and syncope.
Specs
I have an 8GB RAM Thinkpad which I am planning to upgrade to 16GB when purchasing RAM after the AI bubble collapses. My main PC rig is a 12GB RAM i5 machine. I personally bought cheap hardware from Taobao and modified the motherboard to replace a Pentium CPU and insert the RAM in by myself. I also have a Huion HS-64 pen display.
Goals
I have a pretty simple goal of moving out, and I dream of building a house brick by brick with my own piping system. I also want to live in the forest or a village for a bit. I am also interested in preparing for any bad events, I have purchased cans of food in case, and I have tried to get into book binding. I also want to translate Madilog by Tan Malaka and I want to read the Rigveda entirely soon.
Short term goals
I'm planning to embroider my own Fumo and I'm saving up for a Zhongshan suit. I want to purchase a Seija Kijin fumo from AmiAmi after saving up cash. I want to get better at mechanic work, Dewalt will always beat Milwaukee. I also want to purchase an air rifle soon.
Issues I feel strongly about
Free speech
People who don't know enough about a particular issue should not speak out about it. India is not a real country and we have never had free speech. Anybody who has not read Hegel does not deserve to speak out about politics. I am not a role model and should not be imitated and my ideas will probably never gain any relevance. I don't exactly believe in free speech but I don't like taking it away either.
We deserve better
Gun rights are rational and should be further liberalized. China is an ally and a market socialist model is one we should strive towards. Digital ID needs to be scrapped. Business should be easier to conduct. Most people in India have lost class conciousness and it needs to return for any substantial change to happen. Interstate immigration needs an overhaul.
All multi ethnic states will collapse
India will collapse in a civil war in a hundred years and minorities such as my group should not co-operate with a state that does not affirm our identity. History has not ended. The Congress is controlled opposition and the Communist party is revisionist. India has been continually ruined by endless arguments by our gerontocracy and our feudal bureaucracy since it's very inception.
Bordiga was right
Politics should not be a subject of everyday life and negotiating with bourgeois electoral democracy is pointless. Bordiga was not wrong in his cynical outlook as one can observe the return of fascism tiptoeing through the guise of right wing populism. The left and right are both artificial models, and the true distinction lies between those who want to preserve the status quo, and those who benefit from it. As Althusser once stated, there are revolutionaries, bastards, and failures. Reformism has failed and the only way out for the working class is through condemnation of the regime.
Hinduism
Hinduism should be liberated from godmen and superstition and religious infighting is a distraction from class war and the status quo. Hinduism should become more orthodox and people who are not initiated in should not be allowed to preach our way of life. Hinduism has been bastardized by cults which have been allowed to prosper by the managerial elite class and by the modern Carvaka Hindu elite. We ideally need to remove performativity and orthopraxy from Hinduism. Our enemy does not lie on the outside, but within. Interracial marriage is a good thing and should be encouraged. The Puranas are useless and should be discarded in favor of the Vedas. The church and state should be separated.
What I like
I love art and I love artists. Video games and music and architecture are all valid expressions of art. Paintings are beautiful. I love relativism and reading about weird theories people have. I love biology and I love God. Cladism is probably one of my favorite subjects to discuss with people. I love Touhou and Seija Kijin and I desperately want a Fumofumo of her physically, I purchased a Patchouli fumo but I would love a Seija fumo one day. She struck a cord with me, and the doujin "Though the wind cries" struck a cord with me since I'd probably end up in Gensokyo after death since I was abandoned and forgotten since I was a child. Either that or I'll be isekai'd because there is no Misaki in this world.
Gatekeeping
After a lot of struggle through my life, I no longer really desire social relations and I hate other human beings in general. Speaking to most norms is boring and they all follow the same formula about their interest in "TV shows" or "fashion" or "food" or "sports" and more recently eastern media and "anime" when they watch the same shonen and buy merch they'll forget about. I don't desire to relate to other people anymore and I believe in gatekeeping my hobbies away from app addled zoomers and histrionic or borderline people.
I despise introducing people to my interests and I despise other people in general. I hate speaking to doctors, to teachers, and to psychiatrists and I hate speaking to posers. It's lonely both at the top and at the bottom. I don't believe I'll ever marry either. I'm tired boss. I refuse to ever go to a hospital individually in my life and I refuse to ever engage in mundane social activities unless I trust someone. And my trust is easily broken. I just wanted a good life and I end up in a dumpster. Never be honest about your feelings, lie about your interests, and never expect any help, everyone is a psychopath looking to exploit you and cluster B can easily be spotted.
The war in the middle east
From the river to sea, Palestine must be free and we cannot support a settler colony. We will face collective karma for our support of a genocidal apartheid state and our group as a minority must separate itself from India as a superstructure as a whole and we must constantly engage in critique, because persecution will always be put forward against us at any point.
DNI
Anyone who is histrionic or performative.
Customs
I am a vegetarian and I intend on preserving that culture. I am a teetotaler, and I don't smoke.
Socials
I have a Wikipedia account. I don't like using social media because it doesn't help a lower middle class individual like me.
Cool shit.
Estonia
"Capital has the ability to subsume all critiques into itself. Even those who would critique capital end up reinforcing it instead."
Shithole
"What would happen if capital succeeded second in smashing the Republic of Soviets? There would set in an era of the blackest reaction in all the capitalist and colonial countries, the working class and the oppressed peoples would be seized by the throat."
Engels
"All is nothing to me."
Over
"But the hour of the final instance never arrives."
Dialectic
"I know that after my death a pile of rubbish will be heaped on my grave, but the wind of History will sooner or later sweep it away without mercy."
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